welcome to my chaotic mind
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Please reblog if you are a girl and have ever been made to feel ashamed of one or more of these things (wanting to prove a point to some asshole):

-your weight

-your clothing choice

-your amount of make up

-having sex

-not having sex

-breast size

-having your period

-saying no

-not appreciating catcalls 


-body hair

Fashion Disaster

I can already feel myself slipping into my old habit. I’m feeling really down and insecure, so I feel like revamping my whole wardrobe and look from shoes to makeup, everything. But, this has happened before and that’s how I got into so much debt. I’m so close to being back in the positive and out of debt, I really need to try and curb this feeling. It’s all so materialistic. I know in the end it won’t solve my problem. It will definitely make me feel good about myself, but then for how long? Until the next guy or girl makes me feel like shit about myself? Until the next time I fall into depression and hate myself every day? For how long?. I need someone to help me fix this problem from where it originates, and stop trying to seek out materialistic comforts. 

But what I would give to feel good again. ):